Hello, WordPress! I missed updating my blog. Lol, anyway, May has been a busy month for me! Mostly because of the requirements for my enrollment in my college, UP. School will start in about a month and I am still not ready. In fact, I will NEVER be ready (just like when I graduated, lol). Last week, I experienced the INTENSE line during the enrollment! UP is INDEED the University of Pila as well. I waited for four LONG hours. I was really stressed and depressed that time cause I knew I don’t have anything to do about it. AND, I will have to experience this pila for four more years!
I also spent the weekend at the Eastwood Richmonde Hotel with my family for 3 days, 2 nights. It was fun! I grew tired of Eastwood though, hehe. I tasted different kinds of food in East’s weekend gourmet market. It was my first time to eat French macarons too, and I really found the Bee Cheng Hiang pork yummy! 
Yesterday, we spend Mother’s day in Trinoma. My brother treated us at TGI Fridays! I absolutely love their Chicken Quesadilla! We ate ice cream in Gelatissimo afterwards.
Today, I decided to just stay in and rest, since I began to feel sick and weak last night. So here i am, just stuck at home, watching television, reading books, and updating my blog
Hoping to have more memories to share on the remaining days of May! Goodbye. 
My grandmother sent an e-mail to me about this, and i just wanted to share this idea to whoever’s gonna read this entry.
John 3:16 : “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”
The Greatest-
An excellent outline of John 3:16 – often referred to as “God’s
miniature Bible”
God – the greatest lover
So loved – the greatest degree
the world – the greatest company
that He gave – the greatest act
His only begotten Son – the greatest gift
that whosoever believes – the greatest simplicity
in Him – the greatest person
should not perish – the greatest promise
but – the greatest difference
have – the greatest certainty
Have a blessed Sunday.
yup, i’m sad for the whole month of april. lucky me. and i still don’t know how to cheer myself up.
Athazagoraphobia – the fear of being forgotten. Can i just say, this is one of my biggest fears ever. Imagining how being forgotten as a person / friend / family member / loved one terrifies me. I don’t know why, but being appreciated in what i do, or people who accept me for who I really am uplifts my spirit. I can’t imagine how I would feel if, example, my own friends forget me / our friendship, or if I was replaced. Replaced by “someone better”, “someone more worthy of one’s time”. THIS is what I’m scared of: Not being enough for someone. And being pushed away.
Today, i just learned the sad truth that nobody really cares for you but yourself. I think i just made the most stupid mistake of my life, thinking that people actually do. I seriously hate it when people i do not even know have the most to say about me. I have this strong urge to punch something (or someone) at the moment. I swear, i am so angry. And the sad part is, I have no one to comfort me.
Topic #326:
Finish this sentence: there are two kinds of people in the world, those that…. (insert notion here) and those that… (insert other notion here).
There are two kinds of people in the world, those who go with the flow, and those who don’t.
For example in school, there are students who naturally obey their teachers and follow the school’s regulations, while there are some who, well, don’t. I am not implying that those who do not follow the rules are bad people, I actually somehow admire them. In the real world, I realized that there are also people who don’t go with the flow who are actually REALLY successful. Take Bill Gates, for an instance. He was a dropout of school, but he’s currently one of the richest people in the world.
Of course, there are also people who go with the flow, as they follow the rules, study, get a degree, find a job, and also become successful.
In a society like ours, it is deemed unacceptable to drop out or be kicked out of school, be gay, be an atheist, etc. In my opinion, we should actually be proud of these people and not be judgmental. These dropouts/kick-outs may have a legit reason why they behave so; may it be a family or psychological problem. These kind of people shouldn’t be misjudged, and should actually be respected. Members of the third sex should not be discriminated as well; it’s their decision, and people do not have the right to interfere with it. In our Church, our pastor explained that some people become atheists just because they get confused with some of the teachings of the Church. It’s not that they don’t believe in God; they just have a different ‘perspective’ of God. Some atheists are actually a lot better than so called “Christians”, in terms of faith.
On the other hand, I am also not saying that we should not “go with the flow”; it’s just that we should respect those who have the guts to go a different (but still meaningful) path.
Just saying that whatever path in life we choose to take, we should be proud of it, and respect those who chose paths that are different from ours. All people in the world have various beliefs, opinions, and personalities, and that’s what makes us all beautiful. 
After days of waiting, our graduation from Miriam College High School had finally come. I felt a mixture of both excitement and anxiousness, because I really wanted to spend my summer vacation already, but I was still not ready for college. I can’t imagine leaving my friends, teachers, and my second home behind. I feared that I will experience extreme separation anxiety, given that MC had been my school for thirteen years. Leaving this school behind and going into UP Diliman, a very different school from MC, would be a drastic change for me.
Anyway, here are some pictures from my graduation!
Graduation lunch with my family in Kamirori, Katipunan
A candid picture of mine, taken by my mother. I think i was nervous at that time? Lol.
Emo candid shot… HAHA.
With my dad!
My brother and mother
Pagtatapos Klase 2012.. *shiver*
With my class adviser, Sir Jet.
With some of my classmates! (L-R: Me, Nadine, Ishka, Gil & Jules!)
About to march.. With my fourth year classmates!
Showing off my medal… I GRADUATED WITH HONORS!
La Familia
With my favorite teacher, Sir Jayford Flores! He’s my Geom teacher
Wacky poses! With my childhood friends and our dads.
Graduation dinner in Cyma! This Tonnos Salata is to die for!
Spinach w/ Anchovies Fondue!
Lamb Gyro
Baby back ribs!! Their rice is so. YUMMY.
All in all, i can say that my high school graduation was a blast! I thank my friends, family, relatives and the Lord for all the support and love they have shown to me. There are no goodbyes, just ‘see you later’s!
#YELLOWSENIORITAS12 trending nationwide.
Can I just say, I’m gonna miss the Yellow batch A LOT. 
Can’t believe we’re all graduating tomorrow.
…I don’t wanna leave yet.
Miriam College High School & Yellow batch 2012, YOU WILL BE MISSED.
Another proof that music from before beats the “music” in our generation. Some people may be surprised that I listen to the Beatles, but I really like their type of music. “Here Comes the Sun” never fails to cheer myself up, and I hope it made your day as well. Have a good night, everyone!
Just a while ago in school did I realize that we, senior high school students, have only a few days left before we graduate and go back to square one. As much as I want to stay away from all the heavy schoolwork that high school put on students, and the stress and madness I had to go through for those 4 years, I can’t help but admit that I’ll truly miss those moments, no matter how frustrating they are. I will always remember the teachers I’ve had, the classmates and friends I’ve made (that i’m 100% sure that I won’t find anyone like them in college, or anywhere), the cafeteria food, the environment, and basically, just.. everything. I can’t believe that like in a snap of a finger, I’ll be leaving my school, my second home, for 13 years. High school really does leave a mark on a person’s life. This was the time when I experienced having real fun, breaking some rules, crying my heart out, and laughing like there’s no tomorrow. Though I know I’ll still be experiencing this outside high school, it’s still different when you’re not with the people you used to have those moments with.
High school, friends, classmates, teachers, you will be missed. Hoping for a high school reunion sometime in the future.
